thank youSSSSS

hmm.. it's been so so so long since i ever updated my blog..

hahaha.. =P

sorry sorry..

anyway here to dedicate this post to my friends

gang1 : Loong, Y.Fong, Zhi heng,

gang2 : Michelle, Kar mum, Shaun, Kenny Chan, Loh Mai Kai

not only that want to thanks everyone who wished me for my birthday.. =)

last but not least my beloved Belinda.. =)

appreciate what you did.. was shock =) though I thinking something gonna happen but i dint thought it was that.. but i was shock.. my smile are broader than usual.. =))))))))))

thanks darling.. =)

busy

it's been a busy week/month.. hahaa..

am tired.. =P

anyway just to update a little..

err.. i just back from tapah from my uncle's memorial service..

many food..

stomachache..

durian ice-cream..

taufufah..

salty chicken..

miss someone..

miss my mum..

got kuih from grandaunt..

happy..

tired..

ache gone..

happy..

eat again..

home..

hahaha.. =P

anyway just want to put a remind to this date..

24/10/2009 1.30-1.55am

camp's comment?

i'm lazy to think what to write.. so since i'm giving a comment for the camp..

i just post this la.. just for update..

maybe next time i'll post more about the camp..

right now.. here it is.. if u understand then good la.. if not then it's okie..

the day1-4 is other ppl's comment that i interviewed..

so.... ya... i just copy and paste.. =)

Kenny here's some of the comments(interview) day by day.

day1

the last minute of changing campsite gave some a little problem.. disappointed a little but still exited about going to camp..

day2

stream trolling was unexpectedly good.. thought it was another "activity" but was wrong, a BIG WOW..

day3

another boring obstacle course that thought to be lousy.. but ended up another surprise.. obstacle course was good.. dint expected to be this good..

a lot teamwork involve.. great job..

day4

it's worth going to camp.. learn and been touch by the Lord.. great camp..

Kenny.. there's just the summary of what i asked..

quite rough.. dint manage to ask a lot.. some of the comments is while chatting and they commented..

so i compiled it.. it's quite brief though..

nonetheless this is my comments..

Before coming to this i was kinda down about coming to camp.. there's actually a lot of thing hindering me.. since it's my holidays and my mum are left alone in hometown.. so there's many thing to thought about but being encourage to come i've decided to come..

well though i don't really wanted to come but then i make this a sacrifice for the Lord.. after this camp really thank God that the Devil dint pursue me to stop coming to this camp.. if i ever missed this it will definitely be a BIG LOSS for me..

the talks and activity have really been a blessing to me.. it's just like the Lord is speaking to me..

for teams

being in Ganze it's really more blessing while Ganze is really been overwhelm by girls and guys are so so so limited.. i'm not complaining but just being glad on how God uses this small group to overcome obstacle and pull out everyone's best to the max..

as leader i can really see how my member trying to be the top over the other 4 teams.. cheering for example.. there's only 3 guys and 4 girls to compete with other team where guys are more than 3 or team with over 7 ppl.. but still we manage to be the top..

for activity

activities are too another challenging matters for us, Ganze, an example is when stream trolling.. due to some reason Ganze was left with 2 guys and 4 girls.. i'm really surprise how the Lord uses this small team to push everyone to do their best.. some girls fell but we helped her up and encourage them to continue.. some were really scare upon stepping in the water where the depth is unknown and some even had leg cramps during the activity.. I can really see how God heals pain, teamwork being the only thing to rely on, trust, not giving up, encouragement, tolerance, caring for each other, and the list goes on.. this is indeed what will happen when we starts to tolerate with each other thus unity were form among us.. this is too a great lesson to be learned, hoped that others have the same experience as what i'm experiencing..

besides this, obstacle course too are indeed another great adventure and teamwork.. how we climb over each others shoulder to get the tire out from the "King's Finger" and crossing the 4 obstacle object.. this is too holds a great lesson behind all the obstacle.. besides our group i've witness a great screen of unity, where everyone is cheering for a member who dares not overcome some of the obstacle.. it's indeed a pleasure to witness such rare events, but to think that it stills happen in CF really opened up my heart to a lot of things.. =)

NIGHT HIKING!! yeah! really enjoyed every bit of it.. this really test our faith, trust, teamwork, and much more.. by not having OA to bring us up the hill we walk by faith and believing in God for our protection.. it's indeed something rare to happen but then we all have put our faith in practice.. walking up the hill after a rain.. and with the darkness and jungle's belonging.. to walk up and come down safely really tested our faith to the maximum.. a little fear, a little "show off", a little playful, a little of anything what is unwanted really can lead everyone into chaos.. so i really thank God for we stay united and tolerate with each other through the hiking.. and also a chance for us to practice our faith..

for talks

I think brother Vincent have really gave everyone a slap in the face with his sermons..

I cant deny that i've some things unclear of but then it sure gave us a food for thought..

challenges are also quite a thing to do.. but then i think i'll take up some of the challenges that Brother Vincent had challenge us..

that's my comment.. =)

lastly i want to thank God for CFers and His's blessing to make this camp happen..

madness

hahaha.. this is real madness..

don't know what got into me..

I'm a lil nutty now.. hahahahaha..

yesterday finish my exam..

hurray!

straight went to swim.. =)

then at night.. i started to watch Dragonball till 5am in the morning.. =)

hahahaha.. well this show how much stress i had that is inside me awaits my release..

well.. that do some.. =)

woke up quite early la..

not even close to my 8hours thing..

so i'll go back to sleep..

anyway congrats to Belinda and June and others who finishes their exam today.. =)

"you good la.. got extra day to study.." this is a quote i like to say yesterday.. =)

modnar

well.. i don't know what to update or post..

but then i just feel like posting something up..

there's quite a number of things that's changing real fast and huge..

character and attitude is one of the biggest change that i fear/know/worried/etc etc..

today i chatted with Yuin Fong..

she's like my 12 years of friendship's friend..

we talk about our course.. course mates and stuff like that..

then we touches attitude and relationship..

well.. i've now learn / know quite a lot of things..

but then no matter how much we changes we still somehow will face this..

just depend change for good or for worst..

ok.. drop this..

anyway.. another thing that shock me most was about me and H..

there is indeed a lot of H in my life.. hahaha.. but then if u got who is it then good la.. =)

yesterday.. H come and find me.. of course i'm shock cause i've been long dint really find her and chat..

well after some conversation we get ourself a title.. =)

for me it was kind of good and bad thing la..

it's good that it will bring message to................

it's bad because everyone had a different look on me..

but then it is not all bad as well la.. since everyone like see me not that "power" haha.. cause u know la.. in college if u see me, sure i'll be the one carrying bag and file.. XD

looks like study hard punya guy.. haha..

so.. ya.. it feels like "I got the power~" hahahaha.. =P jkjk..

well never mind that.. i said to some1 that i want to post this thing up but not able to do it last night.. so i do it now la..

so G(B) this is for you.. =)

the thing i'm hiding is that..

that time G come and MSN me.. then G ask me a lot of things regarding D..

then ok la.. i got answer a bit la.. but some of the question is really tough to answer..

cause u know la.. it's not good to tease ppl with bgr.. it might just break them..

anyway i've finally found out something interesting indeed..

anyhow.. this is what i wanted to post and say la.. hope u understand it.. =)

readers.. i'm sorry dint really posted much of myself..

and always those thing that i share i use a alphabet to replace the person's name..

I'm sorry if it had you confuse but then just bare with me will ya? =)

anyway left 2 more papers.. ADIS and Statistic..

sigh..

wish me best of luck.. =) thanks..

=)

woohoo.. finally finish OOP(Java)..

well i had quite a trouble studying OOP..

anyhow.. i'm finish with Java..

now it's statistic and ADIS.. =)

after exam went straight home..

had been wanting to watch "The Hottie and the Nottie" haha..

thanks Kerina for suggesting.. =)

people.. it's really a nice show..

touching..

sexy..

pretty..

XD

here's some photo to let u admire.. =)

ohh.. this...this...... XD

anyhow.. i'm going swimming today.. =)

finally after so many talks about going.. now is finally the chance!!

update!

have i done the right thing, i wonder..

have i said the right thing, i wonder..

i've know this could happen..

but why i dint stop myself from it??

have i made a situation here??

i hope i could get a reply..

am i looking desperate here??

ya i think i am..

i'm sorry i said that..

but

i don't think i said the wrong thing..

i'm just honest..

sorry if it bothers you..

sorry if i made you don't want reply me..

sorry if i am too direct..

sorry.. and sorry..

can we turn back time?

why you suddenly offline??

angry? piss? happy? worried? sad?

what is it?? you call me wait.. i waited..

yea.. i'm desperate for an answer now..

how i hope u see this..

p/s: self talk.. hahaha.. =P

today had my english test.. it went smoothly..

quite happy with it la.. but then i'm not sure whether it's enough for me to get A..

well our lecturer gave us very very very low mark for the coursework..

"so how?? change course lor" said Chan LH.. hahaha.. i still remember.. XD

anyway i wrote 2 essay..

1 was a formal letter.. i wrote the complaint letter..

complaint about the illegal hawker stalls that set up in my neighborhood..

it causes traffic jam, noise pollution..

it also don't have a proper water supply and left overs are thrown down to the drainage..

next was essay.. i choose the 2nd question which read..

the main source of stress is from individual himself. Do you agree??

guess what's my answer?? i AGREE!! haha.. =)

had quite much too write.. not enough time.. sigh.. =P

oh ya.. the comprehension saves me quite a number of time.. cause i read the article before.. =)

from readers digest.. =) hahaha..

but still not enough time.. pathetic.. =P

after exam.. went to lib to study..

saw..

serious face..

sweaty..

"Am i jealous?" i ask myself..

LoL!? hahaha..

Ai Wen brought a book up.. title is "how to marry the choice of my men?" something like that..

took and read..

funny, grin, laugh, share with others..

see past year question..

tough, got worried, scare, start to study..

feel tired.. no more brain juice perhaps.. =(

Belinda ask me what time go back..

"Don't know.." i think i said that.. haha..

but not long after Ai Wen left i also back..

feeling tired.. thought get a rest at home..

dint get rest.. sms come.. dinner.. meet opposite school..

go JJ then TBR..

makan..

drink..

chat..

laugh..

bully Galilee.. *hurray* =P

wait for Kenny Chan to finish up..

wave byebye..

walk home alone..

thought of something..

arrive home.. open door.. saw housemate..

say hi..

back to my room.. online..

facebook..

MSN..

chat with my girls..

lalalala~~ (missing content)

go bath..

come out.. facebook again.. XD

chat..

then now blog..

soon facebook again.. xD

soon study OOP..

soon drink water, go toilet..

soon who knows what else will happen right? =P

might be rupture..

might be a phone call..

might be a nuke dropping..

might be car crash..

might be book burn off suddenly.. *hurray*

might be saying good bye in MSN..

soon sleep.. =)